killing-innocence

the girl in the mirror is depressing and alone she's standoffish and rude filled with heartache and worry overpowered by stress I hate the girl in the mirror I want to tear her apart rip her to shreds pull her heart apart and put it all together again but it seems like an impossible task not meant for me alone it needs someone else so that it can all be right again but if there were someone else then there wouldn't be a problem there wouldn't be heartache not so much stress but how can I find them when I can't even find myself?